From an anonymous Captain in the U.S. Army,
assigned to the Stabilization Force of the North Atlantic Treaty Organization in Sarajevo, Bosnia Hercegovina.

"Let me say that I am an Army reservist who has been called to active duty for 9 months, taken from my family and my studies to be here. I volunteered to come, feeling it was my duty to use my skills to help bring peace to this world. Whether it be in mortal combat, or using my brain to help the people here create the conditions for peace. Thousands of innocents died here in Sarajevo where I am stationed. And for them, and all the survivors, I would gladly lay down my life if I could make a difference, and save three, four, ten or a hundred. Mankind will not continue without sacrifice by some of us.

aid to children
U.S. Army Capt. David Vanbuskirk passes out candy to orphans at Bjelave Orphanage in Sarajevo, Bosnia and Herzegovina, on May 23, 1996. Vanbuskirk, an Army interpreter with the Combined Joint Civil Military Co-Operation, received candy, food and clothing from well-wishers in the U.S. Vanbuskirk divided the large donation of goods between Muslim and Serbian orphanages.
DoD photo by Senior Airman Blaze E. Lipowski, U.S. Air Force.


Subject: RE: Bosnia Hercegovina
Date: Mon, 29 Sep 1997 04:27:51 +0200

Richard,

Like your friend I too am deployed in Bosnia as part of NATO's Stabilization Force. I would like to thank you for your page which has given me many hours of pleasurable leisure time reading and thinking.

However, I would also like to respond to your page regarding the the atrocities here, and especially the letter from the 15 year old protesting your website.

Three things that I would say about Milekic's letter. First, I read the letter time and time again, but can't seem to grasp exactly what he(she) was arguing about. Mr. Clinton WAS useless but only in that his indecision and poor advice from so called "Experts" kept him in the belief that this was a civil war. It was not, it was aggression by Serbia and Croatia. However, once he acted, he became quite useful.

Second, In it he seemed to state that the press was the enemy, not the Serbs.

"....I would like to let the United States (and other countries) know that the media is not going to help the youth[,] therefore the future[,] for it is (what I refer to as...) an example of a "hidden" military non-democratic system. How are we supposed to learn to live as democrats if we are being commanded by the media and brainwashed into believing what they want us to believe?"

I would say that without the Media controlled by Slobodan Milosevic, the Serb people would never have stood for what took place. But they were led to believe by the state controlled media that the world was against them, that the war was being brought to them, not the other way around. They were completely duped. Perhaps this is part of what Milekic's letter was trying to say. His name is certainly Slavic. I think perhaps he was in the Former Yugoslavia during the war. He seems to be tired of the press which seems to have taken Slobodan Milosevic's personal opinions as truth.

On the other hand, he may have been one of the duped, who is still duped, and believes CNN painted the picture against the Serbs. I am unclear on this point. Maybe you can enlighten me.

Let me take a quote from your pages:

"The essence of civilization is the orderly quest for truth, the rational perception of reality and all its facets, and the adaptation of man's behaviour to its laws. So long as we follow the path of reason we shall not move far from the lighted circle of civilization. Its enemies invariably lie among those who, for whatever motive, deny, distort, minimize, exaggerate or poison the truth, and who falsify the processes of reason. At all times civilization has its enemies, though they are constantly changing their guise and their weapons. The great defensive art is to detect and unmask them before the damage they inflict becomes fatal. 'Hell.' wrote Thomas Hobbes, 'is truth seen too late.'

Survival is falsehood detected in time."

Paul Johnson
"Enemies of Society"

Slobodan Milosevic and his cronies are Enemies of Society. Just as was Adolph Hitler.

Third, as to his point about what Americans would feel like if we were to have to take up arms an go fight in Bosnia, especially if they have family. Let me say that I am an Army reservist who has been called to active duty for 9 months, taken from my family and my studies to be here. I volunteered to come, feeling it was my duty to use my skills to help bring peace to this world. Whether it be in mortal combat, or using my brain to help the people here create the conditions for peace. Thousands of innocents died here in Sarajevo where I am stationed. And for them, and all the survivors, I would gladly lay down my life if I could make a difference, and save three, four, ten or a hundred. Mankind will not continue without sacrifice by some of us. However, I agree with another part of your page...

"Peace, if it ever exists, will not be based on the fear of war, but on the love of peace. It will not be the abstaining from an act, but the coming of a state of mind. In this sense the most insignifigant writer can serve peace, where the most powerful tribunals can do nothing."

Julien Benda
as presented by Herman Wouk
The Winds of War 1971

How then do we hope to bring peace by force? Simple. What NATO is now trying to do, is stave off war through force long enough to reeducate the masses by slowly taking the control of the press away from the state and helping to rebuild their nation by creating a stable economy.

Forgive me for a lack of originality, but recognition of the wisdom of others is indeed a step toward wisdom itself. Having said that, let me now quote a quote, from an essay by T.D. Allman entitled Serbia's Blood War, in the book "Why Bosnia? Writings on the Balkan War", edited by Rabia Ali and Lawrence Lifschultz. This quote came from a discussion with a Serbian journalist in Belgrade.

"Serbs like me represent nothing,.... The average Serb honestly believes it's Serbia that's under attack. If only every Serbian family could get CNN for three months, then maybe there would be some hope for ending the madness."
My own observations here in Bosnia lead me to say this. In truth lies peace.

Would that the problem could be summed up in one short email. It can't, but still, I am here, proud to be here as an American, ashamed we didn't get here sooner, and positively pissed that the legislative branch of our government hasn't the guts to keep us here long enough to do the job.

Thanks for taking the time to read, and ponder.


      Dear ----,

      Thank you for your nice words about my webpage! It makes me happy that you might be in Sarajevo and yet find edification and good reading on my pages over the Web. And I respect very much the moral core to your person which leads you to leave family and studies to risk your life in a hostile environment. I think we need to live for other people, and I hope that you are finding your efforts to be helping others in Bosnia rewarding. Despite the inconvenience and discomfort, I wonder if you will not look back at your time in Bosnia many years from now and conclude that it was worth it. My experience has been that when you are doing something you know to be worthwhile, you can look yourself in the mirror in the morning without flinching, firm in the knowledge that you are not a burden to the earth. You can hold your head up high and walk proud. I think some people would say a soldier cannot do this, since the job is violent and requires one to be prepared to kill others (and often to kill them). Let this e-mail stand as evidence to the contrary.

      I just come back from reading an official editorial in the "L.A. Times" which talks about the failure of the Dayton agreements due to ethnic intransigence. They also somewhere mentioned that NATO finally did stop the shooting war, saving perhaps ten or twenty thousand lives. In my opinion, that is no small thing. And I often hear people carping about the U.S. role in the pusillanimous tones of self-interest and the, "Why is it our business to risk lives, money, etc. over there?" I would argue that because if we do nothing, nobody else will. Sometimes in a situation of anarchy and lawlessness you have to go in there and be the cop on the block. Not everywhere in this failed world, but in places where it might do some good and be relevant to U.S. security needs. If you and many other NATO soldiers were not in Bosnia, I have no doubt the murder would be continuing today.

      The most annoying e-mail I get off my webpages are from persons who tell me that ideas and morality are only so much bullshit, and it is without exception all about money, power and lies. There is some truth to this. However, there are always persons in the world striving to make it a better place and willing to put themselves at risk to do so. It is very inspiring to read your e-mail and be poignantly reminded of this.

      I salute you both as a fellow American and human being who respects enormously what you are trying to do in Bosnia. I cannot help but think those people with whom you deal in Sarajevo will appreciate your efforts and perchance re-gain some confidence in the inherent goodness of mankind after having the bad brutally and bloodily hammered into them year after year from the surrounding hills. Not long ago the residents of Sarajevo had to sit helplessly as bullies calling themselves "soldiers" took potshots at the civilian population without fear of retaliation. Those days are over. And you are a part of the reasons why that is so.

      Watch your back, and when it is appropriate come back home safe and sound. And if you are ever in southern California, the beers are on me.

      Very Truly Yours,

      Richard Geib

in Bosnia
U.S. Army soldier Pvt. Anthony Brice from Fort Myers, Fla., secures the perimeter during a patrol in the village of Mahala, 15 miles east of Tuzla on October 13, 1997. U.S. Army infantry units patrol the area on a daily basis to allow a peaceful return of refugees and reconstruction of their homes.
in Bosnia

Three Charlie Company soldiers provide security while their fellow soldiers load into UH-60 Black Hawk helicopters during company air assault training at Camp McGovern, Bosnia and Herzegovina, on April 30, 1997.